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wow! [17 Mar 2005|04:01pm] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | kelly clarkson* since u been gone ] okay, for some ODD reason i tend to forget about this live journal thing, so i am going to try so hard to remember to updat the damn thing lol... this has been another long boring week, but on the flip side it is the last week we are doing the damn play...don't get me wrong it was alot of fun, but we have been doing it for the longest time i think it is just about time to be done with..lol going to myrtle beach april 24th..i am so excited i am technically cominh back on may 3rd but im not going back to school untill the 6th....b/c i have to go with everyone for senior skip day and if i dont PRETEND i am on vacation for that long i won't beable to go b/c my dumb ass is on credit review for the only damn class that i absolutley must have to graduate lol...but im doing it and i am graduating lol...finally it is about time to get out of that fucking hell hole, i am going to miss most of you but honestly i could care less about everyone else lol.... i am excited for the weekend it has been a long stressful week i just wanna go out with my friends and party..i deserve it damnit lol well i have to get my ass ready for work...Later!* 2 People do. L o v e M e

this week is going by too slow [09 Mar 2005|03:06pm] [ mood | flirty ] [ music | none at the moment!* ] gosh, i cannot beleive it is only wednsaday. i cannnot wait for this weekend i am going to get soooo fucked up and just have a blast with my girlies and fellas of course...this weekend is going to be a blast! you know what else, i love matthew to death (my ex) but right now, at this time in my life i am having so much fun being single, this is allowing me to be ME and giving me the chance to actually find myself ya know!? well...i dont have to work today so i am going to go and find something to do i sure in the hell dont wanna sit at home on a day like this lol..... 1 People do. L o v e M e

[08 Mar 2005|11:02pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | kelly clarkson* since u been gone ] went to work at 5 it went okay, of course we were slow like always during the week, but it went by fast... today i went to school and hung out with julie after school got high and then went to work, what a life huh!? lol well im off to bed it is 11:00 its past my bed time g*nite L o v e M e

im back... [08 Mar 2005|11:23am] [ mood | chipper ] [ music | taking back sunday!* ] haha......im so happy i finally got my computer back, now i can be updated with this shit...lol im at home on lunch break i didnt feel like staying at school for lunch today. i have to work at 5-8 probably leave early b/c we will be slow we always are...i really need to look for a new job mayne* lol well i am about to eat some lunch and then off to school again.... later!*630-8157 L o v e M e

why hello out there..... [25 Feb 2005|11:43am] [ mood | On Life!* ] [ music | Crime Mob- Stilettos* ] Hell...i have not updated this thing since october...lol! how is everyone lol, i just woke up a lil bit ago and got done eating an awesome bagel sandwich, complements to the chef ( myself) hahahah......leaving here in a lil bit to go get misty and drop her off at work and then i have to work at 5 LOVELY....after work who knows what i willl do i dont know if i am partying tonight or saturday night lol...well right now i am at sarahs house, and i have to start getting ready so have a good day everyone...call the cell if ne thing is going down.....later biitches! 630-8157 131*252214*25 NEXTEL BABY L o v e M e

I am SO happy [13 Oct 2004|04:32pm] [ mood | geeky ] [ music | beyonce: dangerously in love! ] well....Monday was Toamto day ALL seniors had to wear red, and then the colors of the tomoato...not important...yea the pep assembly was very fun...the choir sounded really good, and surpisingly the whole gym got quiet while we sung..it was great! I MADE HOMECOMING COURT....i am so happy i really didnt think i was going to make it but i did and that is awesome now tomorrow we have to vote for king and queen, it would be awesome if i won queen but if i dont i am still extremley happy that i am on court and i wish the best of luck to everyone else that s running with me!...HOmecoing is going to OF THE HOOK, jeffs house after hell yes...well im off for the day, have fun kiddos.....Lada Gadas!! L o v e M e

yadee dadee deee... [10 Oct 2004|10:45pm] [ mood | anxious for spirit week!!!! ] [ music | story of the year ] yes this weekend was okay, well alright it was somewhat boring....friday i hung out with the usual fab five me, noelle, crystal, leeann, and angel...we hung out with the captain for about 20 mis afater we drank him all dry...a leter mind you...saturday i was suppossed to work 11-8 but i gave my ours to misty and worked 5-10, which really pissed me off cuz she made 80$ compared to my meesily 32$.....shitty, i will NEVER switch again...lol...yea well afetr work i was suppossed to go to some E.D homecoming parties but my girl sarah had to be home at 1am and i was looking to get fucked up if i was going all the way down there so i said fuck it! today i slept in which was great and then at like 4 me and katie went to float building we are designing a......HAHAHA THOUGHT YOU HAD ME......yes its sweet and fun....after me and katie went ot meijers to find me a red t shirt and some iron on letter, and a fog horn! found the fog horn (hell yea) but they had no NORMAL red ts and no iron ons....ahh whatever! well that was my weekend had fun...i guess...nighty night to myself..... L o v e M e

Wowzers [08 Oct 2004|05:59pm] [ mood | drunk...will be ] [ music | Slipknot~Duality ] i have not written in my live journal in forever.....holy schnicies....guess i have alot of catching up to do! well where shall i start....school, ah weell it is my last year so i really shouldnt complain BUT i fucking hate it so much i cannoy wait to get out, there are so many ignorant people in that school and for you all that go there you know what i mean! me and matt, well he is still my baby he always will be i love that boy with my hole heart, even though we argue from time to time, it is going to be our one year the 21st of this month.....YAY for me!! Oh YEH, choir trip this year is in chicago it should be sweet i just hope we kick some major ass this year. we are entering into 3 categories trebel (girls) choir, jazz, and show! we are going to be learning a dance to "hairspray" and dancing and signing to it, i am sOoooo excited it should be really fun! we better kick ass to, if anyone in choir reads this we really need to push ppl this yr to kick major ass...ya know what im saying! well, i guess i am going to let yall go...hee hee sry im excited....good day because its friday.......time to vist "THE CAPTAIN"!!! 1 People do. L o v e M e

ahhh...... [03 Jun 2004|06:21pm] [ mood | crushed ] [ music | usher- confessions ] well....life always ups and downs, but never did i think this would happen.....i dont want ot jump to conclusions or anything, but i have a very big feeling that my parents are going to split up...this is hard for me, i have lived with both of my paretns all my life, and for them to seperate would be the weirdest thing ever! it makes me sad, and worried, and very scared, i have so many weird emotions going through me, i am sad, and then i am scared, the only person that is really here for me is matt.......i love him so much....he helps me through so much...he is always trying to make me happy, and think posotive about myself....i am so happy that we are together....that is my baby... yes, i got a job...hahahaha..i work at kerby's knoey island on gratiot by target...i am a waitress...it is not that bad of a job, just the rude customers when you geet them...but hey everyone has to deal with that form time to time....i love the money, that is what i look forward to everyday that i go ig, i get very good tips when we actaully have buisness...lol...havent worked but only three days but i just got the job, and for them lil three days that i worked imade a total of 50$, now thats sweet, all in tips...greatness yes, well, the seniora re gone, and even though we are not "technically" seniors untill auguat, i dont give a shit i am a god damn senior, hell yess...one more yr in that shit hole, and i dont have to worry about dick fucks...woo freakin hoo.... went to the tech fest saturday for like 20 mins and then sunday for like 3 hours, and sunday was a blast i met sooo many cool people and got all this free shit, loved it, by the way i was extremley schwatsed...haha greatness....well im done,,,have fun kiddos! 1 People do. L o v e M e

i think i love him [31 May 2004|05:41pm] [ mood | grateful ] [ music | umm.....none ] I »-((¨`v´¨))-» `·.¸.·´ H¡M yes well my weekend was fun, well besides the fact i had to wrok untill close friday and saturday but that wasnt too bad...went to the tech fest sunday night it was fucking awesome i had a blast i wish it wasnt over......got a whole shit load of free stufff.....i guess you can say "I WAS LOVED!" got a sweet teeshirt that says " i am sick and tired of white girls" its sweet i think i might wear it to school, my baby is coming home from his moms today hopefully i see him, i miss him....things are going great between the two of us, i couldnt ask for more....well i have really bad cramps and i am hungry so........Im OuT L o v e M e

have fun with this one kidds, and katie...... [26 May 2004|01:10am] [ mood | amused ] [ music | Yellowcard, SOTY, techno ] have fun, and BE NICE.....i love you all.... 1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. How have I affected you? 5. What do you think of me? 6. What's the fondest memory you have of me? 7. How long do you think we will be friends? 8. Do you love me? 9. Do you have a crush on me? 10. Would you kiss me? 11. Would you hug me? 12. Physically, what stands out? 13. Emotionally, what stands out? 14. Do you wish I was cooler? 15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I? 16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 17. Am I loveable? 18. How long have you known me? 19. Describe me in one word. 20. What was your first impression? 21. Do you still think that way about me now? 22. What do you think my weakness is? 23. Do you think I'll get married? 24. What makes me happy? 25. What makes me sad? 26. What reminds you of me? 27. If you could give me anything what would it be? 29. How well do you know me? 29. When's the last time you saw me? 30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 31. Do you think I could kill someone? 32. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you? EVERYONE BETER REPLY, AND THEN PUT THIS IN YOUR PRO SO I CAN REPLY *unless of course i already did reply and stole this from you....haha KT!* 3 People do. L o v e M e

I am such a happy person, usually things are horrible for me, but thx to him* im not the same person [26 May 2004|12:21am] [ mood | horny ] [ music | the songs in my head as i fall asleep! ] yes well my life is fabulous at the moment........matthew is my pride and joy, he is what helps me stay alive in that hell hole place we call school.... seniors BYE BYE...just 3 more days and IM A DAMN SENIOR....hell yess!! ----IM GOING TO MISS~---- Theresa~ just becasuse you are an awesome chika, and my neighbor always a plus! Crystal~ for just being a complete awesome girl, and making tennesse a blast.....CAN U BELIEVE IT ME N KT R ALIVE!!* great memories!* Brian~ my big brother i love you! Chris~ just b/c you have always been a sweetheart and i put you through hell and im sry for that! FOR ALL YOU SENIORS THAT HATE ME...AY' WELL THATS YOUR PROBLEM, BUT HAVE A GREAT LIFE AND AN AWESOME SUMMER NE WAYS! *see im not a bitch, i swear to god im not!* ********TECH FEsT this weekend, mann am i excited i love techno, and well it is just going to be awesome....noelle, crystal, angel, leeann, jenna, jackie, LETS DO THE DAMN THING! well summer is coming, the lovely sound os flipp flopps, and the beautiful weather is slowly approaching, i hope it doesnt rain ne more! >>>>OH YEA! my basement did a lovely lil flooding thing on sunday b/c of the sewers backing up, yes not pretty oh and my room is down stairs...ye had a bout 4 in of sediment water all in my basement all im my CLEAN clothes, had to do all my laundry again it sux, but hey shit happens! .........i leave you with this...........I THINK I LOVE HIM!!! L o v e M e

.......dum dum dum [22 May 2004|05:43pm] [ mood | curious ] [ music | b-spears- everytime ] BAD NEWWSS...... weekend started off (kind off) being awesome....not having to go up north...getting to spend the whole weekend with ym baby....yea well friday didnt do much matt came over for a while but it was paul messians seuprise bday party so yea. saturday was supposed to be damn awesome matt was supposed to spend the night, just sppenndd alll night with eachother untill i find out that my paretns are coming home.....grrr that makes me very angry..... GOOD NEWWSS... the possibilitiy of still speanding the night with matt is still possible if i can find a wasy to spend the night at pjs with out my paretns knowing, and then things would be great.. oh and my green little friends cam to visit and gave me FREE SAMPLES.....only if you knew..... 2 People do. L o v e M e

lovely, lovely me... [18 May 2004|03:36pm] [ mood | giddy ] [ music | JAY-Z- 99 problems ] this week is going by pretty well SO FAR.....my weekend was good...the prom party sucked besides the fact i was F*cked up within the boring 20 mins i was there...katies hair turned out awesome as did jens make-up....go me... mine and matts 2 months is this thursday....and boy am i excited for this weekend, parents going up north...home alone....matt spending the night....hell yess.....thats my baby...my one and only ...( for now ....lol!) KATIE IF HE REALLY DOES NOT LIKE YOU LIKE YOU SEEM TO THINK THERE ARE BETTER FISH IN THE SEA!!.....YOU GOTTA KEEP YOUR HEAD UP - the great words of Tupac! what guy that is not guy always says the word penis.....if anyone reads this reply to me and tell me " do you think it is gay like for a guy to 1. be in fashion 2. say penis all te time 3. call himself a meterosexual 4. be sensative.........HONEST OPINION PEOPLE COME ON.... 4 People do. L o v e M e

these damn hot days....mmm i like! [13 May 2004|03:13pm] [ mood | hot ] [ music | system of a down! ] yea well today was alright...no arguments and i get to go to the prom parties woo hoo... going tannin when my mom gets home from work...me n matt hopefull he satys over afer dunno if he can... have a damn english paper draft 1 due tomorrow and i have no clue what the hell to do...this flusters me...compare and contrast the Great Gatsby with Transcendentalism, Nature, Self Reliance, Walden, etc. any of them things.....grrr english used to be my fav. but i would have to say i officially hate it now..... L o v e M e

wow read this one [13 May 2004|12:21am] [ mood | high ] [ music | LINKIN PARK ] kimmie i love you this is great!! You have to tell a girl how you feel about her...we make no assumptions. Girls like sex just as much, if not more than guys. Not all girls masturbate...we just don't and no we are not lying. We hate porn.(SOME!) We think about you all the time. Being able to make us laugh is so much more important than how much you can bench-press. Girls generally don't like giving head, so you better be ready to reciprocate if and when you get it.(...IFFY!) We are not your all-night restaurant. Anything we say or do during that 4 days to a week each month cannot be held against us. Under no circumstances will we have a threesome. You look hot in hooded articles of clothing. If you think for any reason that we don't like you then we probably don't. Having us over while you and your friends play video games does not count as "quality time".(IFIND IT FUN..SOMETIMES) Keep in mind that we withold sex when we're mad at you, so you might wanna get around to apologizing... . We're sorry, Brad Pitt just IS hot...get over it!!!( O YES) Walks in the rain, kisses on the forehead, and cooking dinner for us will get you everywhere. If you're developing such good finger skills playing video games, you better put them to good use sometimes. Anything you do or say to another girl that you wouldn't want us to know about is considered cheating.( WELL......) If we can admit that we're wrong, you'd better be able to do the same. The excuse "I can't dance" is unacceptable...we'll appreciate the simple fact that you're trying. On that note, if you refuse to dance, expect us to dance with other guys...and lots of them. Think before you speak...it'll make a world of difference. ***Tell us we're beautiful.*** The "little things" in a relationship are really the biggest. Foreplay isn't something we should have to ask for...it's a prerequisite. If you're gonna look at other girls, at least make sure we don't see you do it. We reserve the right to hate all of your ex-girlfriends. AHHH....GREATNESS....MATT....GOSH U MEAN THE WORLD TO ME!...ONLY IF U KNEW THAT!?? PROM PARTIES FRI.....AM I GETTIN DRUNK OR WHAT DuuDE! --ME SAMMERS AND STACIE...DESTINATIONS: HOE DOWN (YA HOO), AND PARTY.....WOO HOO!!) ------------I LOVE MY LIL SAMMERS--------------- ***KATIE GOODLUCK AND YOU WILL HAVE A BLAST I PROMISE!*** 4 People do. L o v e M e

this week is almost over....... [06 May 2004|03:21pm] [ mood | ditzy ] [ music | jessica simpson.....this is my song for YOU!?!?!? ] this week went by fast as hell......it was aeosme int he beginning i got to see my baby....but then ir ealized how much i hate school, i just cant deal with people in that damn school anymore...i ma so glad that i am going to be a god damn senior next year..WOO HOO! me and matt are spectacular....he is treating me very well and that makes me happy....i think im falling in love seriously.....but i love the way it feels.... MEAP tests omg SOO happy they are over with...they were so pointless and to behonest some of the stuff i really didnt even understand... OH YES and guess what!? i stopped smoking weeed, the last time i smoked was april 24th only beacuse it was julies b-day, and thats the last time i drank....yea for me....im changing guys i really dont liek doing alll that stuff anymore....ya know what latley i have been getting crabby and i neevr knew what the prob. was and i really think it is from not doing allt hat ne more, is that a good sign!? oh well if it isnt i have faith in myself to not do so i am not going to.....oh this is for my baby!! we are SUPPOSED to stop smoking weed TOGETHER but of course he has already failed....hahaha...but its okay he gives me the motivation to not do it and that helps, i think the only time i will ever do it again is with him..... well lovleys im off for the day....i love all my pretty misses....and hate all the dissen bitches.....have a beautiful day! L o v e M e

life...its good one moment, and then the next.......WTF!! [05 May 2004|03:40pm] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | 112- sweet love ] yea well i dunno what my problem is...i am really down in the dumps for some reason and to be honest i dont know why? i mean i have everything i could possibly need at this moment....my boyfriend is great....my family is not doing bad....and things in school are good so Far....so why the hell am i so sad today? i really cant stand how people can just hate you and make fun of you for no reason, i am usually the type of person that does not let things get to me but i have noticed latley that i do let things get to me, and that hurts me......i hate when people talk about me that know me and i know there talking about me cuz they are right in front of me.....i wanna cry.....what do i do that is so bad to people that make them hate me? PICKING ON A FUCKING 4TH GRADER IS SOOOO COLL WHEN YOU ARE IN THE 9TH OR 10TH GRADE....GROW THE FUCK UP YOU UGLY FAT BITCH~~~~~> ASHLEY VANDORNE....OR HOWEVER THE FUCK YOU SPELL IT!? 1 People do. L o v e M e

im back...... [03 May 2004|01:26pm] [ mood | awake ] [ music | lil john ] OMG tennessee was a blast everyone....but i am so glad to be back....everyone did awesome in comp. we won 12t place for trebel choir (girls) 1st place for jazz, 3rd for mixed, and show choirs, and steve johnson got a solo award...we did great...band also did great to but i am not sure about all the awrads they recieved? im glad to be back...i missed my family...and my boyfriend soo bad...i talked tomatt everyday though...which made me want to see him more...but hey im back now! well i just woke up got home at like 5:30 am so i am going to go feed myself im hungey......... LAterzzzzz......... L o v e M e

TN here we come....... [29 Apr 2004|12:42am] [ mood | ecstatic ] [ music | usher-reminds me of matt thats why.......my babey ] ahhh......tommorrow is that day..im flippin excited.... IM GOING TO MISS MY BABEY SOO MUCH.....IM GLAD I GET TO TALK TO HIM EVERY DAY....THATS A LIL BETTER....CANT WAIT TO SEE HIM WHEN I GET BACK... WE ARE GONNA ROCKK.... TIME FOR 5HRS OF SLEEP WOW TONS....KATIE...JEN...ELAINE...T-FIZZLE...HOLY SHIT ITS THAT TIME ALREADY.... L o v e M e

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